Om det inom

En remiss som glömts bort och tio månader i vårdkö som inte fanns. Sånt som skapar kaos, blockerar mig och får mig att inte fungera fullt ut resten av dagen. Men idag är inte en sådan dag. Liksom fredagen inte var. Jag ställer mig över det. Förvandlar mitt temperament till mitt svärd och hugger ner det snåriga buskage som sinkar min väg. Jag tänker att läkare inte ska vara nog för att falla.

Så jag lyssnar på en av mina favoritlåtar, Isis. Tvättar axlarna rena från förtret. Målar mina läppar starka och lägger, mellan studierna, på lite spackel i kökssofferenoveringen. Förvandlar vreden till motor och drivkraft.

Isis

I married Isis on the fifth day of May

But I could not hold on to her very long

So I cut off my hair and I rode straight away

For the wild unknown country where I could not go wrong.

I came to a high place of darkness and light

The dividing line ran through the center of town

I hitched up my pony to a post on the right

Went in to a laundry to wash my clothes down.

A man in the corner approached me for a match

I knew right away he was not ordinary

He said "Are you looking for something easy to catch ?"

I said "I got no money". He said "That ain't necessary".

We set out that night for the cold in the North

I gave him my blanket he gave me his word

I said "Where are we going ?" He said "We'd be back by the fourth"

I said "That's the best news that I've ever heard".

I was thinking about turquoise I was thinking about gold.

I was thinking about diamonds and the world's biggest necklace

As we rode through the canyons through the devilish cold

I was thinking about Isis how she thought I was so reckless.

Brown Dress With White Dots

How she told me that one day we meet up again

And things would be different the next time we wed

If I only could hang on and just be her friend

I still can't remember all the best things she said.

We came to the pyramids all embedded in ice

He said "There's a body I'm trying to find

If I carry it out it'll bring a good prize"

It was then that I knew what he had on his mind.

The wind it was howling and the snow was outrageous

We chopped through the night and we chopped through the dawn

When he died I was hoping that it wasn't contagious

But I made up my mind that I had to go on.

I broke into the tomb but the casket was empty

There was no jewels no nothing I felt I'd been had

When I saw that my partner was just being friendly

When I took up his offer I must-a been mad.

I picked up his body and I dragged him inside

Threw him down in the hole and I put back the cover

I said a quick prayer and I felt satisfied

Then I rode back to find Isis just to tell her I love her.

 

 

Brown Dress With White Dots

She was there in the meadow where the creek used to rise

Blinded by sleep and in need of a bed

I came in from the East with the sun in my eyes

I cursed her one time then I rode on ahead.

She said "Where ya been ?" I said "No place special ?"

She said "You look different" I said "Well I guess"

She said "You been gone" I said "That's only natural"

She said "You gonna stay ?" I said "If you want me to, Yeah ".

Isis oh Isis you mystical child

What drives me to you is what drives me insane

I still can remember the way that you smiled

On the fifth day of May in the drizzling rain.

Brown Dress With White Dots

My Wild Love

Bild från okänd internetkälla

 
 

My Wild Love

 

My wild love went ridin'

She rode all the day

She wrote to the devil

And asked him to pay

The devil was wiser

It's time to repent

He asked her to give back

The money she spent

My wild love went ridin'

She rode to the sea

She gathered together

Some shells for her head

She rode and she rode on

She rode for a while

Then stopped for an evenin'

And lay her head down

She rode on to Christmas

She rode to the farm

She rode to Japan

And we entered a town

By this time the river

Had changed one degree

She asked for the people

To let her go free

My wild love is crazy

She screams like a bird

She moans like a cat

When she wants to be heard

My wild love went ridin'

She rode for an hour

She rode and she rested

And then she rode on

Ride, c'mon

/Jim Morrison

Bild från Tobacco & Leather

Wild Child

All right

Wild child full of grace

Savior of the human race

Your cool face

Natural child, terrible child

Not your mother's or your father's child

Your our child, screamin' wild

An ancient rulage of grains

And the trees of the night

Ha, ha, ha, ha

With hunger at her heels

Freedom in her eyes

She dances on her knees

Pirate prince at her side

Stirrin' into a hollow idols eyes

Wild child full of grace

Savior of the human race

Your cool face

Your cool face

Your cool face

Do you remember when we were in Africa?

/Jim Morrison

Bilder från: Spell and the Gipsy, Earth Age, Born to be wild, ev. någon annan okänd plats

Love Raw

 Svenska Karolina Eleonora driver engelsk/svenska bloggen/hemsidan Love Raw där hon inspirerar med underbara recept och bilder på efterrätter i äkta raw food anda. Följande bilder och text är hämtat just därifrån.

What lies behind is dead, what comes, I create.. In the now. Minute by minute. That what we do with the time that has been given to us is precious. The sum of my life's actions - have they've been focussed on serving, helping, assisting others? Spreading love and kindness, hope, empowerment, and inspiration?

I don't know. I do know that making raw desserts are, by far, the most meaningful activity I've ever engaged in. Why? Because I feel that I can deliver something so simple, that everybody can understand, from young people to old, all across the globe, no matter the religion, political view, gender, language or education. The feeling of Worthiness. I'm Worthy that cupcake, because I want it, desire it and crave it.

It is so simple, yet powerful. The enjoyment of abundance, and desserts are the Queen of abundant symbols, the dream of every inner child.

It got to me then and there, that this is my gift, this is what I do (for a living too). This is my love contribution. My Love-Delivery. Of course I know how to do other things than just raw chocolates and sweets, but this is what I've chosen, my way to express good vibes.

Alltid.

Awake

Shake dreams from your hair

My pretty child, my sweet one.

Choose the day and choose the sign of your day

The day's divinity

First thing you see

Enter the hot dream,

Come with us.

Everything is broken up and dances.

Gå grön

Nytt år och nya möjligheter. Fyll på med ny energi och superkraft. Varför inte i form av en detoxsmoothie som gör dig riktigt piggelin. Gott på eftermiddagen och underbart att starta dagen med.

2 dl avsvalnat te (Grönt te, allt från Pukka herbs samt valfritt örtte)
1,5 dl fryst mango i bitar
1 dl grovt tärnat päron
1 näve välsköljd babyspenat (eller ruccolla)
1 rågad tsk greenspulver (ex. Clean greens eller nässelpulver från Biofood)
1 tsk kallpressad linfröolja
All juice från 1 ekologisk citron
Strössel, om man vill: torkad äppelring, 1 msk torkade äppeltärningar. Jag använder oskalade sesamfrön.

Mixa och njut! Gärna tillsammans med någon du tycker om..

Bild och recept från eminenta Josefine Jäger. Check her out!

Fina möjligheter för den som bor i huvudstaden. Liksom för de i Karlstadtrakten.

Mer info på hennes hemsida och fb.